I read my last post, and I realized I really tried. I really tried to pull myself together, rearrange my priorities and adjust my focus. I really did try. I really put myself out there to open up new opportunities. I really tried. But the opportunity closed because "I was too good and valuable to the current organization". I was dumbfounded. I realized that I preferred "you are not good enough" compared to "you are too good". Because, at least, then I can try to improve. But, when people say you are already great, what can you do to get out of your current situation? I wonder what kind of organizational behaviour tool that can help now. I am not a Natural. I think I am just Bent. For now.
Married, working and trying our best to raise the kids.